falling starss

falling starss
i love stars so muchhh

Friday, July 30, 2010

BeLiEVe...

that your life can be changed in a matter of
hours by people who you dont know.

it is true no matter how...the one that is unseen leave better mark in our lives when we willing to take a risk...


i became a risk taker once i believe..believe to love, believe to argue and believe to dream...but somehow i still doubt. doubt of the action im taking. Thinking of it i still go on. the curiosity keep me going. The more deep i know u the more side of u that i would like to untangle. I hope you give me the right to be sad and concern when something happen to u without thinking that im not happy. I am a person that true to her heart. When i say i'll stay, I WILL STAY and i'm happy to stay. When i say i need time, I DO NEED TIME. Do not question my judgement.
so to whom who may be concerned, PLEASE LET ME INTO UR HEART. Give me the chance to prove my sincerity and seek what's noble in u. I know u dont want to upset me but please take care of urself. when u wound urself im hurt too but sometimes im afraid to show thinking that u will ask me to leave u...
i want to express myself but im afraid of the threat about leaving. when the diagnosis is sadness the medication is not leaving coz it will worsen the prognosis. Just stay and be in a good shape that will help.


Sunday, June 27, 2010

starting...

pretty lame when all people started their blog decades ago am i just started my first title....before this i usually have a diary...but not anymore...so after years i figure out there are alot of things that i wanted to share with people n not myself alone...as i reflected back thru the years i realized all my daries are more prone to sad story than a nice one (10 diaries since standard 4 i guess) hahaha...a lot...
i have a funny thought about burning my diaries, throw it into the sea...bury it (LAME right)...but that just me...

so today i will be going to college and i hate driving(i know most of u know about it)...put said that i need a driver when i grow up...maybe it's true... but sometimes i hate the thought that those who have drivers are really ignorant...(i wont let this lazy bum win that title)....hahaha
i miss ZY very much...